It had been only days since I had perceived vibes telling me that my dear departed friend Dennis's spirit had left my presence. He was a valued person in life, one that was irreplaceable. I was so glad to have made contact with him after his death. His spirit and I had become closer than in life; this because in life geographical distance came between us. At that time I did a Tarot card reading; it confirmed my perception that he would not be around for a while.
After reading the confirmation message from the Tarot I felt saddened. I emailed my friend (who is blessed with some psychic ability) to ask her if it were true, I asked if she saw the same thing. She was consulted because when you read Tarot for yourself as I had, the corresponding vibes are often missing. This makes it difficult to fully comprehend a message, especially given that each card has so many meanings. Clarity was needed and she was glad to help.
What she told me lined up with and added to what I saw - that even though Dennis had become primarily dedicated to a mission regarding a family member of his, he would know when he was needed. He would then return to provide help for me. He had given the impression he felt that the time for his return may arise too, no hint as to what type of circumstance it would regard though.
I knew I'd miss him.
So within days of this message being delivered, that would make it around July 5th, 2012, I received a message from the Tarot. Sometimes during my daily Tarot practice I ask general advice of my spirit guides. This particular offering of advice was one that had come up before. It was made clear to me once again, that given I have many creative gifts, I needed to recognize that these talents carry a lot of energy.
Apparently if I didn't do something to externalize them - in essence find a way to direct them outside of myself, then that internalized power could do a lot of harm to my body and mind. The reason that the energies were not being externalized was because I had and still have many health issues; and too, live out in the middle of nowhere with no vehicle. It's tricky to find a consistent outlet.
Now there's a catch 22 situation... I needed to release or work out those energies in order to heal, and was blocked to a large degree to do so due to my multitude of health issues.
OBSERVATION: If I'd known long ago what I know today about grounding, I think my health would likely be a lot better! I recently learnt something valuable - that I can hug a tree and imagine excess energy as well as any negative energy travelling down through the tree, then through the roots and through the earth, right down to the Earth's core; within the Earth's core I imagine it converted back into positive energy. This is in no way a bad thing to do to a tree as trees are naturally grounded. So I have now become a tree hugger!
Why didn't my guides tell me earlier that grounding would deal with energy overload? It's truly hard to say. Even guides aren't perfect; they grow and evolve as do we. That said, perhaps that information had yet to come. Who knows really. By the time I learnt to consult my guides, the bulk of the damage to my health had already occurred; they probably wanted to begin by teaching me to handle my life in the most optimal way possible rather than to automatically reach for the simplest way.
I could also say that it's possible that they told me and I had not picked up on the entirety of what I had been told. No one could deny that grounding one's energy is also externalizing it. So it's possible too, that in them saying that I needed to release it to be external; that they also meant I needed to ground energy which wasn't otherwise utilized.
When later on I learnt the value of a fully efficient grounding, it was via my guides through an exceptionally gifted local psychic. She filled in the bits that weren't offered me via the cards. So in the end my guides did tell me that I must ground, as well as how to do so.
I was thereafter determined to discover many of the ways by which I could heal. But too, I now know that when I first discovered grounding, I wasn't doing it near often enough.
Anyway, back to the story... this time my spirit guides were telling me to stay tuned, that they had just the thing for me to get involved in (to use up some of the abundance of creative energy). I waited with baited breath. It was within a day or two of that when I automatically found myself reading up on orgone, orgonite and orgone generators. When in the past I'd found myself reading on topics that would not otherwise cross my mind... well, the point is that I found it necessary to do some follow-up questioning.
Orgonite image courtesy of Orgonite.info
In the past I had asked my guides, through Tarot, questions such as 'is this what you were referring to?'; 'did I understand the message correctly?'; and similar things; things that made it clear as to WHY I was exposed to certain concepts and opinions I had read. After a while it was just understood that I didn't end up reading whatever it was out of coincidence. For this reason I understand completely that my spirit guides communicate with me by sending me to articles on the Internet and too by other ways such as to meet someone specific or pick up a book with a message in it, etc.
During the early part of the orgonite research period I found myself on impulse, purchasing a lot of four pieces of orgonite on eBay. I felt need to try a tester batch to see what it did for me (good or bad) prior to making any. It was coming to me from the USA, I live in Canada; so it took a while to arrive. More on this later...
As I read up on orgonite and orgone generation, I found it to be very interesting. One of the reasons I believe that I was initially reading about making orgonite pieces was because they cleanse shungite without having to go through a ritual process. You just store them together and that's it - shungite cleansed like magic.
NOTE: Since that time I have discovered that placing shungite in sea salt (as with most healing stones and crystals) cleanses it perfectly well too. The trick is not to store them in it, as it can have a negative effect on the integrity of certain pieces. Two hours works fine for my crystals.
At that time I was using shungite for its healing qualities. I thought orgonite would be neat and useful to make as a craft, and it would also use up some creative energies. The more I researched the topic, the more interested I became. When I consulted my guides via Tarot, I'd asked them if this was what they had intended for me to get involved in.
The response confirmed that my spirit guides were indeed encouraging me to research orgonite (also known as orgone generators). There was one small area of concern though, at the time it seemed small enough to be insignificant. Now in retrospect I see that the reason the warning I saw seemed unimportant was because I was so gung-ho passionate about getting into this orgonite thing.
Yeah, I was going to do it alright, even though my guides were saying 'do it, it's great, it will yield benefits, even profit if I'd choose to pursue that path'. 'But...' and the but part, there's the thing. Something not all good was going to happen, but the reading didn't have an ominous vibe. Even with the warning, it still felt like a go-ahead situation.
So I didn't worry about the downside... you see, I had nothing to measure it by nor compare it to. I had no idea what to expect... really, how could I know what was to happen next?
And that's where the story gets complicated. Hmm, so here we take a break.
This will be part one of this story.
Here is part two
Disclaimer - Any links within this series are for informational purposes only. None of them are home to the seller that sold me the batch of orgonite referred to in these articles. Also, I am not affiliated in any way with any of the sites the links refer to. My experience was a fairly unusual one; this is not, as I understand it, a typical result of having orgonite in one's presence.
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