Asking questions is ok its how we learn! Once you learn then apply! As for the not in a happy place and have seen a doctor. I have issues with anxiety, like I went months on like two hours of sleep. I seen a doctor and didnt feel he was helping and I kept praying to God to help me find a doctor who would understand listen and help. Hoodoo can help with this, the products you mentioned can help find a doctor to help you. Dont ever use hoodoo or magic in any fashion as a replacement for mental or physical health! Sure it can help, sure it can find the right people to help but still get help! You can use king Solomon oil, clarity, Dr H oil you mentioned to help find a good doctor, one who will see whats going on an properly diagnose and help. As for hoodoo help, cleanse cleanse cleanse...you the home your car work.. get cast off evil products to cast off these things that draw you down. Healing oil and blessing oil on a white candle praying to heal you from your struggles and bless you.